Posted by: konakaga | August 10, 2008

Surprised By These Feelings Inside…

I wanted you to give all of your attention to me. I wanted you to look only at me. I kept talking to you so that you would have to look at me, yet somehow your attention kept going back to Kame. Maybe I’m just boring to you; maybe I’m just another senpai. Still, I tried. It’s amazing how well you and Kame get along; you even called her “aho”. You must be pretty good friends if you say that to a senpai. I could feel my jealousy bubbling up in my stomach. After I had finished talking to you, you would only give a short answer and turn and look at Kame. It’s not that I dislike Kame or anything, not at all! I really like her; I’m just kind of jealous at how easily she makes friends and the amount of them. I guess that it’s not really a big deal but I still can’t help but want to get your attention. You’ve really made me realise my feelings towards certain things JunJun; I’m really surprised by these feelings inside. Sometimes I still try and catch your attention but I don’t really do it as much now. I guess I can’t win at everything, after all, I can’t beat Kame at being “the ultimate aho”. It’s much more fun being the “reaction queen” anyway.


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